Oh the many things we “think” we can control. We truly believe we are in control of our lives. This is a lie we tell ourselves on a daily basis, and usually come face to face with when we are found: down, disappointed, anxious, stressed, or just one complete wreck! However, we continue to believe this lie even after all the heartache and frustration time and time again.
We must be reminded of who created us…who created this world…who gave us all we have….and who holds time in his hands. Sometimes we need to stop and be humbled by His Greatness and our smallness. He took the time to create you…Psalm 139 says, “O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. You know when I sit down or stand up. YOu know my thoughts even when I am far away. You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. You know everything I do. You know what I am going to say even before I say it, Lord.”
It is foolish to think the one who created you does not even know you…nor know what is going on in your life. He is looking down at you right this very moment wondering if you are going to try and make it through the day with or with out his help. He desires more than anything to help and guide you. He knows the difficult and stressful situations that will arise in your day even before you face them. You see, when we acknowledge him each day and hand over our reigns to him, he in return gives us insight and wisdom to face each trial during our day. He directs our every step. The question then is, why do we always want to be in control? We are foolish enough to believe we actually know it all…:/ And that’s unfortunate, because we are all so completely clueless.
1 Corinthians 1:25 For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength.
Hosea 12:2-4 Now the Lord is bringing charges against Judah.
he is about to punish Jacob for all his deceitful ways,
and pay him back for all he has done.
Even in the womb, Jacob struggles with his brother,
when he became a man, he even fought with God.
Yes, he wrestled with the angel and won.
For those who are not familiar with the story of Jacob, he was the younger twin brother of Esau. The bible records him actually struggling with his brother inside his mothers womb…because he wanted “his way”- to be first born. As a young adult he deceived his Father into giving him the birthright.(getting his way again) 20 years later we see Jacob head heading home to face is brother and makes amends. He was afraid, so he cries out to the Lord for help and seeks to make some kind of restitution…But in all these things, Jacob is still resisting. He is still hiding back, relying largely upon himself.
Before going to confront his brother, Jacob camps out alone. The Bible tells us a man came and wrestled with him until dawn…seeing that he would not win, he touches Jacob’s hip and wrenched it out of socket. He then renames Jacob “Israel” which possibly denotes God’s continuous effort to keep Jacob going, even though Jacob continues to fight God.
Continue reading Hosea 12
(v.4-6)
…”He wept and pleaded for a blessing form him.
There at Bethel he met God face to face, and God spoke to him-
the Lord God of Heaven’s Armies, the Lord is his name!
So now, come back to your God.
Act with love and justice,
and always depend on him.
We can struggle with God all we want, but he will always reign in control. When Jacob encountered God face to face that night, he was a changed man! He finally let go and gave God control. What are you wrestling with God today about? What do you need to let go of?